woke up ard 2pm++
lazy mi.
piggy mi.
lol.

di going to my band concert.
thankie!
=D

yup!
congrats to my ai ren!
good results.
well done!
=D

not much to blog for now.
ciaox.

hmm.
now is in the middle of the night le.
im hungry.
omg.
lol.

i was so damn tired aft i finish work.
ya consider ytd lah.
i worked 1000 to 1830.
dunno y juz feel freaking tired.
shld be not enough slp ba.
-.-
working weekdaes is so damn relac lor.
so much different from weekends.
weekends wana go break oso got no time to go.
weekdaes?
ur wish ah!
wana go u go lor.
lol!
=D
hmm.
im the morning i was doing drive thru and mds.
suddenly dunno y got 2 crews come and take over mi.
so wat i do?
nth lor.
haa.
so went to do my party stuffs.
chop invitation cards.
wrapped presents.
did ordering.
i nv do.
think no one will do it ba.
=x
joey still ask we stars to work hand in hand.
how?!
they like dun gif a damn.
wat can i do?
i can onli do my best lor.
hmm.
den faridah did training!
mac got new food coming out on this coming thurs!
cup corn.
fresh salad.
apple dipper.
omg.
i was saeing.
mac is becoming more and more healthier.
tats good oso lah.
lol.
cup corn ok lor.
abt the same as outside like those in pasar malam.
haa.
den the fresh salad is vege now.
last time de is fruits.
now got..
lettuce.
red cabbage.
cherry tomato.
carrot slice.
den got 2 dressing to choose from.
thousand island sauce and asia sesame sauce.
haa.
i oso dunno wat asia sesame.
i din try the salad.
faridah onli did 1.
and let the 2 china crews eat le.
-.-
den the apple dunno nv taste it.
coz stock not arrive yet.
lol.
but i noe is.
sliced apple dip wif LOW FAT caramel.
i htink it will be nice.
but noe wat joey sae.
'tian si ni ah'(sweet to death)
den i told her is 'low fat wat'.
den she reply mi.
'it sae low fat nv sae low sugar'
argh!
-.-
lol.
hmm.
wah.
so i can onli try it next week sia.
lol.
den aft training.
went for my break.
den back to do my stuffs.
den punch out at 1830.
den helped ivy to count the rmcc money.
den oso help to return mcflurry spoons to gec.
aft tat reached home ard 2030.
POOM!
in my dreamland.
lol.
wake up ard 2300.
watching tv.
den suddenly..
jinlong called mi.
b4 i ans.
i was think y on earth he will call mi.
den i ans.
he told mi tat results are out.
my sleepy mood had immediately changed to AWAKE!
lol.
so went to check.
here are the below of my results..

Semester 2 - 2005/2006
EG2002	ELECTRONIC CIRCUIT ANALYSIS	B+
EG2005	ELECTRONIC TROUBLESHOOTING TECHNIQUES	C+
EG2008	ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2B	DIST
EG2010	ELECTRONIC COMMUNICATION	C+
EG2012	COMPUTER & PROGRAMMING 2	A
EG2048	INTRODUCTION TO MARKETING	B+
EG2097	SEMESTRAL PROJECT 4	P
EG2121	INTERNET COMPUTING	A

Grade Point Average: 3.260

hmm.
was kinda sad tat i got 2 Cs.
im oso quited pleased tat i got 1 dist and 2 As.
reallie nv think of getting A for my c prog lor.
coz im reallie sux in tat.
did my paper for onli 45mins
and my mini projectand flowchart was not tat well done too.
ya.
i think thanx to jason leong ba.
hmm.
reflecting..
troubleshooting got a C.
i think my report was badly written ba.
den hor.
seriously i dunno y my e-comm will get a C lor.
my common test got a B.
i done so badly for my fianl paper meh?
cant rmb le.
or the paper was marked damn strictly?
jinlong oso got a C for e-comm.
somemore his common test got A leh.
he like 'buay song' lor.
he sae he gonna call tat sing sook hiang in the morning to ask y.
funnie lor.
got ask lecturer y i got tat grade.
its like is finalised by dunno who den will release the results de wat.
aiya.
let him go and ask ba.
he ask le den tell mi wat tat sing sook hiang sae lor.
haa.
hmm.
and hor.
my tat marketing.
common test got A.
den final got B.
aiya dunno y lah.
hmm.
or am i being affected coz wat had happen juz b4 the exams?

glad tat di passed.
seline too.
my ai ren shld be sleeping le when i msg her.
=p
good luck!
seline gpa got 1.819.
ai ren im sure u will done better den her lor.

jinlong gpa got 2.9++
coz when he call mi he sae he outside.
asked mi to check for him.

the rest i dunno.
they nv online.
so i nv ask lor.

oh ya.
later going ubkr to pass the tix to samuel.
woo hoo!
so long nv see him le.
dunno hows he.
i think he shld be enjoying life there ba.
less stress den in kallang.
ubkr got no mds.
no drive thru.
no party.
JUZ counter.
lol.
=D

OH YA!!!
the dae is finally here.
zhi wei is in singapore le.
he reallie come to singapore.
i think he reached on sat ba.
hmm.
seriously.
i dunno wat he told mi is true or not.
'wat made him come to singapore'
if reallie its true.
i reallie dunno how to face him lor.
i still got no time to meet him.
damn busy recently.
hmm.
wat shall i do?
i reallie hope he wun scare mi again.
and cause mi to avoid him again.
hope this wun happen AGAIN.

so sweet of shanyun.
added a testi for mi.
hee =P

another of my pri sch replied mi.
not going.
the rest?
heck care?
im still waiting.

btw!
wat is luvina's blog password?!
anybody noe?
hee.
=)

i still haven my disney on ice photos.
omg!

i think god is standing at my side le.
thank god.
more and more ppl helping mi buy my band concert tix le!
yeah!
hee.
=P

samuel agreed to buy 1.
den pluck up my courage to call louise.
=x
she agreed to buy too.
going to pass both the tix to samuel on tue to his store.
2 tix down.
hmm.
hope the both of them buy le will go.
coz i got a feeling tat they wun go leh.
HOPE NOT!!!

den hor!
liang zhi came to my store todae.
i was conducting my party den i saw him.
i was shocked!
den i 'EHH' so loud!
lol.
=D
so i asked him to go to the concert lor.
den i ask him to ask lun siong go oso.
coz tat time lun siong told mi tat he got no friend to go wif him.
hee!
den the both of them sae ok!
wow!
so 2 more tix down.
hmm.
liang zhi is a tubist and lun siong is a clarinetist from macpherson sec de band.
haa.
liang zhi had graduated le lah.
but lun siong now is major at his band.
i forgot band or drum le.
tats y i ask him to ask his band go.
but he sae no one wana go.
omg.
sad.
haa.
but nvm.
the both of them going.
im happie le.
=)

as i said serene working closing tat dae right.
but juz now she sae ok she go watch!
omg!
*touched
thank you!
and mayb her bf going too.
1 more down.
mayb 2.
=)

had ask my yuan mei mei too.
but she sae she will msg mi.
seriously i reallie lost trust in this kind of ppl le.
but.
i trust her.
but hope she wun let mi down.
and hope she can give mi good news too!
=)

ya asked my yuan mei mei.
reminds mi of.
asking desmond.
err.
but i din ask.
dunno is dun dare to ask.
or dun wan to ask.
coz im still upset of his 'un-gentleman-ness' tat dae.
-.-
btw.
he is a tromboniest.
hmm.
i still can rmb the conversation between mi and him when we noe each other is in band.
ya.
dunno y.
i still can rmb these kind of small little things de lor.
i think im lydat de.
is a good thing or a bad thing?

called thama.
he sae ok de.
but the thing is no one acc him go.
but he sae he will find ppl acc him.
den he will buy.
he sae jin kok.
wei jie they all.
but he din mention abt desmond.
not in his 'they all' list?
i dunno.
i wanted to tell him.
'ask desmond oso lah'
but.
like ps leh.
so nv lor.
and hor.
he sae will call mi todae.
but he din.
so how can i continue to trust these kind of ppl?

di sae will confirm wif mi by tmr.
will she?
lets see.
if not.
i think i wun 'pester' her abt this anymore le ba.

ya!
call yu wei aka FISH TAIL!!!
lol.
she sae she 27th going taiwan.
so 26th not free.
ok lor.
she sae if got cd she sure will buy from mi!
lol.
=D

ohh ya!
btw.
june..
miko and siew luang got reply mi.
miko sae she got sth on.
siew luang working.
ya ting nv reply.
plus chui teng and li lin oso nv reply mi.
-.-

juz now i friendster msg my pri sch friends.
and some of my last time kallang friends.
total got 10++ of them.
how many of them will go?
is there possible ALL wun go?
well.
mayb.
who noes.
coz like so long nv contact le.
den suddenly 1 siao one ask u go watch concert.
i feel funnie.
but i still try my luck and ask lor.
those friends who i kept contacted oso dun seem wanting to go.
so if they dun wana go.
i oso cant blame them lor.
=)
hmm.
shan yun reply mi le.
she cant go.
sad!
=(
coz she having driving lesson.
she is 1 of my closest pri sch friend.
nice ger!
=)
but IF the rest of my pri sch friends going.
i tell u.
on the concert dae.
will be 1 of my happiest dae lor.
reallie lor!
haa!
=D
ya.
hope my tat happiest dae will arrive ba.

juz read xiu's blog.
reallie sad to hear her saeing abt her mother.
control her diet and get well soon!
my er jie ah.
cheer up k!
=)

hmm.
my mother is going for a eye operation soon.
it is sort of a minor operation.
quite a common one.
i forgot wats tat call le.
but.
having financial problem.
tats y she had dragged this for quite a long time le lor.
somemore she non-singaporean.
den the hospital expense freaking ex.
-.-
i dunno wat she going to do.
going to apply for some financial assistance or sth lydat.
to reduce the cost lor.
but no matter wat.
still hafta pay couple of hundred dollars de lor.
wif my savings.
as i oso not allowed to use my pay much.
i can afford to pay for her de.
but i noe she didan want to use my money.
she will always sae is for my future.
but till the time come.
no other ways le.
she will still take my money and use de.
ya.
hais.
im living wif this problem for almost 19yrs.
is reallie xing ku.
gif mi 10 more yrs.
am i married and had already get rid of this problem?
and having a xing fu and happie life?
ya.
i reallie hope so.
i think sometimes i reallie hafta think of the bright side.
'xian ku hou tian'
mayb this cheng yu is true.
=)

coming week im damn busy.
all my 7 daes are packed wif activities lor.
working.
band-ing.
not forgetting happy-ing!
gathering!
and lastly.
CONCERT!!!
omg!
-.-

hais.
my mood real sux now.
i dunno y.
ya.
my mood swing reallie change fast.

hais.
im reallie sorry tat im hating ppl those im not suppose to hate.
but.
is all u cause de.
had mi mi so hate it.
hais.
i admit tat my life reallie sux.
they 'suppose' to be my closest kin.
but now.
i reallie dun feel tat AT ALL.
seriously.
im reallie envy those ppl ard mi having their family so supporting them.
i reallie dun find mine like theirs.
hais.
i reallie dunno how to describe wats my feeling.
its 10 times more sad den sad.
or even hundred?
or even thousand?
hais.
i think this problem cant be solved le.
or.
i think i shld not blame anything.
since it had already in this situation.
i shld accept it.
do the best i can do ba.
they wun ever noe wat i wan.
they wun ever noe wat im thinking.
they wun ever noe how i feel.

tats y i promise myself.
in the future.
i wun ever let my children suffer wat im suffering now.
=)

lun siong not going for the concert le.

di still cant confirm coz her bf may be working.

samuel still din gif mi a reply.

seriously.
i think i had given up selling the tix le ba.
still cant confirm or still haven gif mi a reply.
im not going to ask again.
sold 3.
and i think tats it.
juz tat i reallie dun wish to see alot of empty seats when performing.
imagine..
it will be a veri sad thing lor.
hais.
juz pray hard it wun happen lor.

not in the mood of blogging.
im sorry.

ytd went to bugis m1 shop.

yep!

i finally bought a new phone.

lol.

its like i wanted a new phone last yr my bdae.

i wanted v3 pink.

but no stock.

waited and waited.

no news from tat parkway m1 shop.

fine.

dragged and dragged.

till ytd.

finally!

=D

i bought nokia 7370.

hee.

go check it out the phone.

=P

aft buying my phone.

den went to watch disney on ice!

ya brought sao wee there.

he seems like my little brother to mi.

hee.

=P

the show was cool.

yupp!

so many disney characters.

so kawaii!

took some pics.

but no time to upload!

=x

short post for now.

rushing to work at 6pm to 2am!

-.-

btw!

tml meeting yun zhu and june!

see ya!

im sad.

i cried.

STUPID FOOL SILLY SUET!!!

SHIT ME!!!

ARGH!!!

its reallie veri difficult for mi to forget someone who had once entered my life.

very long nv blog le.

i wana vent out my ANGER!!!

when i recieve HER msg on mondae.

my first reaction was.

'fuck off lah you!'

hais.

its abt the band concert lor.

i asked her to go and support mi.

but her reply was.

'dun wan.. i gif u moral support can le.. jia you wor..'

fucker..

mayb u all think tat i shld be touched or wat lah.

but this time at tat particular moment.

i totally dun felt tat.

coz mi and her sort-of-quite-close-friend.

but its like under bo bian situation den close wif her de.

the bottom line is.

i dun like her!

den asked her to go support.

den gave mi tat type of reply.

im like sort of totally disappointed.

hais.

is like.

i had spent so much time practising.

all my hard work.

all my effort.

finally the big dae is here.

i reallie hope ppl can go and watch.

go there support.

so tat i wun feel a waste of my effort for tat concert.

i dun wan wat moral support.

now.

i reallie need action-support!!!

or they juz simply dunno how to enjoy music.

so now.

aft this.

i noe who are my TRUE friends.

yep.

i TOT i got alot of friends.

i even EXPECT most of them will go and watch.

or i think my expectations are too high le ba.

got a saying.

'xi wang yue gao, shi wang yue da'

tats y im so disappointed now.

another thing is.

the number of TRUE friends im having.

is reallie countable using my 10 fingers.

but im satisfied le.

im not greedy.

i wun ask for more.

=)

most importantly!!!

i reallie wana thank..

janice.

faridah.

sahhidah.

from my workplace de.

they are the first 3 to help mi buy my concert tix!!!

wahaha!!

im reallie happy lor.

i tot they wun go de lor.

is like onli close wif them while working.

outside work din reallie meet them for meal or wat.

den when i asked faridah wana go or not.

she asked mi the details lor.

she said ok!!

im shocked!

=D

den she ask mi.

'den i go alone ar?'

i replied her.

'oh! nvm! i help u find ppl go!'

lol.

den i asked janice.

she oso sae ok.

they got no second tot de lor.

den faridah asked sahhidah to go.

she oso on lor.

wah!

im reallie touched when they sae they wana go.

i told them.

'u all beri good leh.. go and watch.. my friends dun wana go lor'

den faridah sae 'huh so bad ah'

den janice sae 'see we so good'

ya lor they beri good.

somemore the 3 of them working in the morning on tat dae lor.

see on the concert dae if u all see anybody wearing mac uniform.

they are from my store de.

lol.

and one funnie thing happen.

i asked siew wah to go.

she kept on nodding her head.

-.-

den i asked her again.

she asked mi where.

i told her VCH.

den she dun wana go liao.

coz she dunno how to go.

she tot at indoor stadium.

tats y she nod her head.

wth!

indoor stadium?!?!

where got so wei da.

lol.

den i tell her.

if ever i got my band concert at indoor stadium.

i gif her free tix to go ar!

LOL!!!

=D

crap leh her.

sth to add on.

'siew wah' i said is my workplace de auntie manager.

haha!

wanted to ask audrey to go oso.

but im scared to ask her.

haa!

she is my restaurant manager.

my store de biggest manager.

i oso dunno y i so scared her.

den they sae i siao.

lol.

finally i asked her.

she sae she dunno free or not.

phew``

at least i got ask her.

wait sekali she noe abt this concert thingy.

i asked the whole store.

din ask her.

seems like no respect.

lol!

too bad joey and june work in the dae and evening.

so they cant go lor.

tat ivy oso cannot go.

she took leave to go back sabah.

den too bad lor.

haa.

hafta ask serene wana go or not.

coz she working closing tat dae.

scared cannot rush to work leh.

had oso asked my store de mother.

who i called her lao bu in store.

i asked her to go.

she haven gif mi an exact ans.

haa.

will ask her again.

=p

had asked samuel to go oso!

haa.

but he had to confirm wif mi again.

coz he working opening.

den hor.

he beri sickening de leh.

he asked mi how much is the tix.

i told him $10.

his reply was.

'wah so cheap-skate ah'

WTH!!!

bad lor him.

-_-''

thinking of asking josias to go leh.

he is my ex-restaurant manager.

coz tat time i told him i will be having band concert mah.

he told mi can ask him to go when time.

but he had already transferred out.

scared to call him oso.

lol.

timid mi.

-.-

but hor.

suddenly i think of.

if samuel going.

i better dun ask josias.

coz they 2 buay gam de.

so.

better not.

haa.

but.

if samuel and serene going.

both of them oso buay gam.

omg.

wth.

-.-

thinking of asking yu wei to go.

tat fish tail!!!

haa!

beri long nv see her liao.

mayb call her todae and ask her.

thinking of asking louise.

she transfered to CTP le.

scared to call her oso.

omg!

shit mi lah!

if samuel going.

ask him help mi ask her.

lalala``

wait i call her.

she dunno wana suan mi wat liao.

pengx``

same reason as audrey.

wait she found out.

nv jio her go.

like nv respect her.

err.

izzit call respect?

sth abt tat meaning lah.

wanted to ask my store de those teenagers to go de.

but.

wait i asked them to go.

nobody work.

wait serene kill mi.

wahaha!

had already asked lun siong to go le.

but he haven gif mi any reply till now.

-.-

hope di can gif mi a positive reply.

=)

mayb dee will go.

i oso dunno.

she go i think she will go wif her ivan.

i dun reallie like his attitude.

opps!

=x

hais.

this concert thingy is like making mi so fan.

everything will be over aft 26mar.

but.

if there is another chance of having band concert.

i dun mind join again.

hmm.

i simply love playing my instrument.

although not tat pro.

haa.

=D

yep.

now holidaes le.

first week.

chalet for 3 daes.

slacked for 2 whole daes.

now second week le.

start to tune my life to working life le.

will be working everydae since nobody seems free.

so no one will like ask mi out.

so work lor.

haa.

im going to watch disney on ice later!!!

woo hoo!!!

=D

im excited lor.

saw the pics from yun's blog.

looks nice.

looks cool.

hee.

=p

din siloso as wat i said ytd.

coz shan told mi tat she was called backed last min to work.

ok lor.

no more siloso.

no more shih lin.

hais.

im rotting again.

omg``

hmm.

let mi start from ytd night.

went to band.

reached there 1915.

a few of them nia.

took my instrument den practice on my own lor.

no combine.

juz sectional.

practice till 2115.

mo see asked us to keep liao.

so pack up den go off.

den we went to the coffee shop there sit down and talk.

got mi.

florence.

regina.

alice.

ismail.

soefian.

we all talking abt the band alumni bbq.

which is tml.

thinking of who to call for the bbq and who to call to watch the concert.

and im like being psyco-ed by ismail to go to the bbq.

ok lor.

haa.

tml band prac is at 8am.

OMG!!!

8AM!!!

reallie need morning call man.

lol.

prac till 6pm.

den aft tat go to bbq straight.

this month got quite a number of bbq sia.

heaty``

lol.

hmm.

glad tat u noe tat somthings u are allowed to do when u are young.

too bad.

sad to sae.

im one of ur 'victims'.

till now.

abt 5yrs had past.

hope u wun do it again.

hmm.

yep.

to mi.

i admit tat our relatonship is close recently.

ya tats wat i think lah.

who noes u treat others the rest oso the same way?

god noes.

i had been thinking.

are u reallie the one?

but.

im reallie sorry to sae.

i still haf doubts on u.

i think u cant blame mi.

coz u are the first one who gave the first cut on my heart.

im hurt deeply.

and u had caused mi dunno how many sleepless nights.

and dunno how many litres of tears gone.

now think back.

i think im silly+foolish+stupid to take it seriously.

but no choice.

im not like others who can take relationship lightly.

i cant!

hais.

if u reallie wana be the one.

juz do and prove it tat u are the one.

u may be reading this.

or i noe u will noe this somehow or rather.

=)

sometimes how i wish i can read ppl's mind.

noe wat they thinking.

den i no need to try to read their mind.

made mi think so much.

omg!
plz help mi!
im bored to death man.
had been rotting on my bed till like..
3pm?
reallie nth to do.
y no work?
coz i din tell serene i can work.
the rest of the gers oso busy wif their work.

hmm.
still rmb in the past.
i think im the one who is busiest working.
hee.
shld be starting to work next week le ba.
this sundae go work den go request to work lor.
if not i think i will gone crazy ba.
lol.
ytd serene called mi to asked mi work on sat.
wah!
i die die tell her i cannot.
if not i die lor.
nv go band prac.
AGAIN.
wait kena nag again.
haa.
better dun work.

hmm.
tml i oso free like hell.
msged shan.
yeah!
tml we siloso-ing!
siloso i miss u!!!
here i come!!!
=D
aft siloso we sure rot at shih lin again.
our fav place aft siloso.
hor shan?
XXL crispy chix.
oyster mee sua.
wah.
omg.
im hungry.
=P

later going to band.
...

yo!

im here again.

had changed my blog song le.

to micheal learns to rock's 25 minutes.

came across this song when i went kbox wif seline and di tat dae.

they sang this song.

found it nice.

meaningful too.

i starting to like this type of eng smoothing songs.

=)

oh ya!

sth to add on on my class chalet post.

i went to buy cigaratte!

for the FIRST time!

lol.

=D

of coz not for mi lah.

helped zhao to buy de.

den the auntie checked my ic.

lol.

juz came back from my class chalet.
reallie the pathetic 8 of us.
-.-

i reached di's place on mon ard 12+pm.
i put down the stuffs i brought.
den both of us went to sheng siong at loyang point to buy stuffs tat we need.
those bbq needs and food.
of coz we din buy drinks and charcol!
asked the guys to buy.
haa!
buy liao.
went back to di's place.
she cooked fried rice.
long tong goreng.
its nice ok.
her bf is fortunate man!.
=P
den i was wrapping all those sweet potatoes, corn and sotong.
aft everything is done.
ai ren took a cab from her auntie place to take marinated chix and sotong.
come and fetch us.
den we went downtown.
by the time we reached.
the 3 guys was already there.
playing pool.
-.-
we reached the chalet.
settled down.
slacked.
asked those guys to buy charcol, fire starters and everything.
aft tat den we start bbq le lor.
den oso got dai dee.
philip de vodka.
nice!
=D
first night din drank much.
den first night onli left wif mi, gan jiong and zhao ton.
the rest went to slp.
den we 3 dai dee whole night lor.
haa!
i onli slp for few hrs.
7+ went to slp ba.
10+ philip wake up.
den mi, gan jiong, philip and di went for breakfast.
the rest still sleeping.
-.-
we went bk for breakfast.
da bao back for seline.
den mi and di went to swim.
i went to tan too.
lol.
=D
swim for ard 1hr+ ba.
came up.
den we 3 gers and 3 guys went play pool.
hell lor.
i dun even noe how to play.
but had learnt the basic.
but i played how many games.
lose how many games lor.
I WANA PLAY AGAIN!
=x
den we 3 gers oso got went arcade.
awhile onli lah.
aft pool and arcade.
we went back.
wana play mahjong oso cannot.
philip brought mahjong.
but there got no table.
we went to asked.
they sae it had already been ban le.
wth.
so we got an idea from the next door chalet ppl.
they told us they play at the bed.
wahaha.
den we oso play like them.
haa!
=D
played a few rounds.
bbq starts le.
went to eat lor.
yeah.
vodka again.
wah.
second night i drank more.
drank till abt to drunk le.
den of coz stop drinking le lor.
if not siao lor.
haa!
to stop drinking and to stop mi from being drunk.
i went back to the room and slacked.
it took mi abt 1hr+ so tat i wun feel tat drunk.
hais.
den i sian lor.
seline bf book out.
she went to acc her bf le.
di bf came.
she got acc oso.
ai ren got her johan.
wah.
left mi lor.
lone ranger?
hais.
its already past midnight le.
the rest was sleeping le.
so second night left wif mi, zhao and philip ton lor.
we dai dee-ing lor.
wat else.
i drank a can of beer.
wah!
the taste of beer reallie SUX lor!
till ard 3+am.
the guys watched their soccer.
nth for mi to do.
nobody acc mi.
i went to slp lor.
di went off earlier coz she was working.
den we all wake up ard 9+.
packed our thingy.
bathed le den check out le lor.
lucky philip send mi home.
thanx ah.
=D
quite tired now lor.

this is how my class chalet.
photos will be uploaded soon.
go to my links and see ba.
=)
some photos quite rubbish!
=x

it looks like i drank alot this time.
but not as much as i ton at samuel hse tat time.
wah!
tat time worst ah!
=x

[p.s. june] - dun be so sad tat u cant see the rest of the sis.. we ALL will meet up real soon k? =) yeah`` 3 more weeks to our.. big dae? tats our concert! omg! am i dreaming? lol =D we use the rest of these 3 weeks to practice our best and perform our best k? i believe we can do it de! =) btw tat dae we went to dinner when u din join us.. darren tot i juz got my o's results and he asked mi wat sch i posted to!! WAT THE!!! -.- den hor one more thing.. i reallie dunno how to sell the tix leh june.. how.. all my friends dun wana go.. dun wana go support mi.. so sad.. =(

[p.s. joanne] - hey ger! thanx and i reallie appreciate wat u had done.. concern abt mi.. sort of to protect mi ba.. but hor.. juz stop tagging at his blog.. i juz dun wan any chaostic to happen there.. i reallie find it useless lor.. no matter how much u guys tagged.. he is still he.. i doubt he will change.. he still missed his ex.. juz let him continue missing her lor.. i had already kan kai le.. juz let him continue his life on his own way.. and i continue my life wif my way.. ok? thanx! love ya! =D

[p.s. luvina] - hey i agreed wif june! go put a tagboard at ur blog! hee =P miss ya!

hmm.
now suddenly reminds mi of one song.
SHE's bu xiang zhang da.
dunno u all listen got look at the lyrics or not.
if got the chance.
juz look at the lyrics while listening it.
the lyrics reallie damn meaningful.
=)

back from irene de engagement party.
err.
it was kinda.
boring?
coz we dunno the ppl there mah.
but at least i get to meet my long-time-no-see jies.
i met yun, iris and xiu.
they all was wif their bf.
...
i was real shocked to see iris there lor.
LOL!
=D
we reached there.
we all sat at the room.
talking.
or are we gossiping?
=x
lol.
den aft tat had the buffet.
aft tat sat a little longer den went off ard 7++.
was waiting for shan and lu.
but they were SO LATE.
so we din wait for them den went off.

reached home ard 9+ ba.
started to make jellies for my class chalet tml.
sians.
dunno like a class chalet or not sia.
those guys hor.
hais.
i shld be going di's hse first to put my stuffs.
den we go buy stuffs.
hmm.
juz hope tat this chalet will goes on smoothly.
=)

yup.
todae im not working.
yuppie!
i deserve it de lor.
i mc.
but im going out.
lol.
=D
i dun care.
hmm.
i think i start to sick and tired of working le.
=x
hais.

yeah.
later meeting some of my jies for irene's engagement chalet.
mayb will meet seline and di to buy our stuffs for our chalet.
haa.
so damn freaking long not working on sundae and to go out.
im so happie.
la la la``
=P

i reallie wana ENJOY my this holidaes!!!
coz i think i got no more holidae aft this le.
aft sch reopen.
16 weeks of study.
2 weeks of exam.
den straight away start our 12 weeks of project and 12 weeks of attachment le!
no more 6 weeks of holidaes le!
so wana enjoy this last one!!!
lol.
=D

hmm.
i admit this time is my fault.
im sorry!
if u noe who u are.
if not.
too bad.
=x

[ps] LUVINA - hey read ur blog.. thanx man my si jie!! yeah i always noe tat i still haf U ALL!! hee =P but.. the guy whom love mi one and onli.. seems like real FAR from mi.. =x

[ps] JOANNE - hey i read ur blog too!! thanx lots man my wu jie!! aft reading ur blog.. i reallie feel so xing fu.. it shows tat its nv a waste for mi to continue living in this world.. although its a fucked-up world to mi sometimes =x

hmm.
when den i meet my TAT guy?
how long will i hafta wait?
well.
who noes?
hmm.
i think im not being selfish.
i wan my dream guy to be.
love mi onli.
care mi onli.
concern mi onli.
dote mi onli.
isn't this wat every ger wan their dream guy to be?
or am i demanding too much?

wow.
quite a number of daes din blog le.

02march(thurs):

went to sch and mug.
but cant study much.
we all talking abt where to go and wat to do aft our last paper.
talking abt our class de bbq.
haa.
ended up din studied much.
aft tat decide to ton and study.
coz fri de paper is morning 0830.
we so we decided to go yishun mac ton.
alot of ppl.
better understanding den b4 lor.
haa.

03march(fri):

den we left art 6++ to go back to sch.
den had the paper.
2hrs de paper.
i finish in ard 40min.
lol.
the paper was okok lor.
i think can pass ba.
i oso dunno.
haa.
dun care liao lor.
last paper.
nv think so much abt the paper.
i juz noe tat.
tat was the last paper.
can enjoy liao!!!
haha!
den we go chiong kbox.
mi, seline and di chiong from 1130 to 1900.
lol.
=D
pro hor?
sing till we song.
but still like not enough for us lor.
wahaha.
den went home.
went to bed ard 2330.
but slag till 1+ oso cant slp in peace.
i was coughing like hell.
hais.

03march(sat):

went to see ANOTHER doctor.
this is the third doctor i had seen within a mth.
jia lat hor.
aft tat went to band.
met june ard 1+ lydat.
den we go.
the practice till 10pm lor.
tired.
suppose to be working.
but i go see doctor.
den got mc.
so nv go work.
tml i oso mc de lor.
but audrey sae if cant find den i hafta work.
idiot de lor.
hais.

im real tired now.
ciaox.

there goes another cut on my heart.
again.
its bleeding.
hais.

i hao xin tell him.
remind him.
ended up he gave mi tat type of reply.
im sad.
im angry.
FINE.
he sae 'watever'.
so.
WATEVER lor!!!
he dun even wana care for himself.
den y muz i care?!?!
i can jolly well DUN gif a DAMN to it!!!
i wanted to ignore him.
dun wana care le.
but i cant.
i juz simply cant do it.
hais.
tats my weakness.
wat to do.

hais.
reallie alot of things happened juz b4 my exams.
during my exams.
i told myself to settle it aft my exams.
but i keep on thinking abt it.
over and over again.
made mi reallie fan.
lucky i still can concentrade on my paper.
exams going end soon.
but i still dunno wat to do.
ya.
i noe juz do wat i wana do.
juz do wat my mind and wat my heart saes.
but now.
seriously i got no idea.
im reallie fear tat i go the wrong way.
i fell down again.
i can go and die le ba.
=x

y is there ALOT of downs is my life?
and there is not much ups?
hais.

suddenly wana shout out everything.
wana cry out everything.
yeah.
cry is a good way of fa xie ba.
hmm.
tats wat i always do?
well.
mayb.
who noes..

had my maths paper.
was alright.
left wif 1 last paper.
c prog.
on fri.
the suck-est module ba.
hate it from year 1 de c prog 1.
and now c prog 2.
as sucky as b4.
lol.
juz now aft maths paper.
tried to mug c prog wif ai ren.
but nth goes into brain ba.
first is coz dunno wat to study.
second i think is coz aft paper den tired.
den we rotted at tutorial.
no poker.
no dai dee.
sian.
lol.
i rot till ard 5+ lydat den i go off.

fri last paper!
im officially free from exam!!!
ya.
for this sem nia.
haa.
so fast going year 3 liao.
if i successfully pass my this sem de exam lah!
=x
wah.
reallie fast lor.
the feeling is like juz entered nyp.
=p

ai ren had booked our class de chalet.
6, 7 and 8 march.
3daes 2 nights.
ended up.
looks like onli 8 ppl going.
wth.
pathetic hor.
mi.
ai ren and her johan.
seline.
di.
philip.
gan jiong.
zhao.
jinlong sae he not free.
oso dunno wats wrong wif him lah.
recently he like anti-social to the guys oso.
den norman and yuwei.
see their pattern oso noe tat they wun go this type of activity de lor.
den the REST.
is we anti-social them.
dun like to be wif them.
lol.
leonard sae he wana go.
we heard liao.
-faint-
haa.
looking for more ppl to go leh.

hey yun da jie.
congrats for ur results wor!
u got wat u expected?
hope so ba!
=)

reached sch de tutorial room at 0951.
our same old room.
p508.
haa.
reached le.
onli gan jiong is there.
he more kiasu.
he 0936 reached le.
lol.
den the rest of them slowly came in ard noon time.
we all mugging maths lor.
i practice till i nearly gone crazy.
haa.
reallie chim lor.
Maths Make Me Mad!!!
=D
we left ard 1830 lydat.
wah.
tired.

hmm.
am i still sad?
on the other hand.
or shall i be happy?
im reallie confused now.

yun da jie!!!
all the best for ur results tml kk!
i believe in you!
u can do it de!
=)

had my 2002 paper.
shld be can pass ba.
most of the ans same wif the rest.
so shld be quite safe.
better den 2010 lor.
2010 reallie can gone case man.
ok.
stop taliking abt 2010.
lol.
den aft the paper.
ai ren and her johan went to his working restaurant to eat.
den mi, seline and di ended up went to jalan kayu to eat.
wah.
piggy us.
mi and ai ren reallie aft both paper go eat sia.
sian.
i think aft exam period we realli will be fat lor.
den aft exam we still got 3 daes 2 nights de chalet.
omg.
ai ren.
we siao liao lah.
wahaha!
=D

hmm.
aft we went jalan kayu.
i reached home ard 9+ ba.
den online.
read blogs.
yeah.
den i read his.
hais.
sad.
real sad lor.
i mean.
if he reallie haven forget his ex.
he reallie shld not start a new relationship wif mi lor.
although we onli lasted for 3 weeks.
but now.
i still feel sad.
or tat feeling is being cheated?
hais.
i reallie dunno.
and.
i cried.
sorry.
i noe is not worth crying fo those type of person.
but i still reallie feel sad abt tat.
hais.

jies.
i think i will be alright soon.
and dun bother to go over to his blog to tag anything.
coz i dun wan anything chaos to happen over there.
=)

ya.
aft all these.
im not tat bad aft all.
we still can be friends.
but.
when i think i had such a friend like him.
wat will i feel?
hais.
let nature takes it course ba.
mayb i will forgive him 1 dae?
ya.
tats wat i always do.
tat shld be 1 of mt weaknesses ba.
'soft-hearted'
hais.

yeah.
thank god.
thank dee.
attached yati to my store.
so i no need to conduct the 7pm party.
but still i had conducted 3 parties.
freaking tired.
halfway headache.
wah.
bth``
so punched out at 7.30pm.
did some paper work.
went off ard 8+ lor.

poor joey.
kena misunderstood.
hais.
she told mi.
but it seems like i cant help her much leh.
like no one can help her liao le.
coz i think onli mi noe her 'secret' ba.
tats y she sae im the onli one who can understand her.
ya.
but sorry.
i cant help u.
=(

tml having 2002 paper.
wish mi all the best ba!
=p

hais.
its reallie nv feel good when u fell sick.
whole dae feeling uncomfortable.
sickly feeling.

still hafta go work.
idiot right?
reach store.
li jie told mi tat her tuition cancel.
wah thank god.
den i asked her to take over mi lor.
den i went home and slp lor.
tml.
working 12pm to 10pm.
wth``
10 freaking hours.
somemore plus im sick.
hais.
how i wish there is someone by my side now.

wat a freaking boring dae.
-.-
i suppose to be mugging.
but ended up online-ing.
wth``

im working at 5pm.
hais.
UNFAIR!!!

well.
life is nv fair.

HEY XIU ER JIE!!!
omg.
thanx for ur post.
*touched
hmm.
yup.
its actually not a big deal losing him.
i still haf u ALL great jies and friends by my side.
=)
ya.
it is reallie easy to sae it.
but.
when u reallie wana do it.
u will haf difficulties in doing it.
i will try to think of the bright side.
and oso to continue my life in a meaningful way.

hmm.
i reallie hafta thank god for letting mi noe such great friends.
such great jies.
and oso such a great ai ren when i enter my poly life.
cheer mi up when im down.
given mi countless advice.
but.
who dun wish to haf someone tat can give u unconditional love?
i reallie wish to.
but.
i tot i haf one.
but actually im wrong.
hais.
wat to do.
btw.
ytd i saw him outside the exam hall aft 2010 paper.
he reallie look like when the first time i met him.
the first time he tried to talked to mi.
it reallie remind mi of all the first time!!!
omg.
but now.
all had already become history.
its already past.
it can onli be kept as part of my memories.

went to see doctor in the morning.
nth serious.
hope can recover soon ba.
=)

reach sch ard 12+ to mug.
but dunno y.
all of us got no mood to mug.
im mugging maths.
onli statistics.
wah.
tat reallie sux!
dunno how to do lor.
sian.
siao liao lor.

angry!
i hafta work on both sat and sun.
hell lor!
she can take off for her idiotic tuition.
y can i take off for my exams?!?!
argh!!!

btw.
i think its reallie time for mi to change my character ba.
i think my character reallie bad.
=x

hais.
im sad lah.
terribly sad.
morale real low now.

took 2010 de paper juz now.
had did wrongly total worth of 52 marks!!!
so i means tat i ONLY got 48/100!!!
hais.
hope wun deduct all 52 marks ba.
hope can get some tong qing marks.
=((
dunno y i dun haf the mood to do te paper.
mei you xin zuo.
hais.

aft paper.
mi.
ai ren.
and ai ren's johan went to his workplace and eat.
restaurant wor.
haa.
we eat till damn full.
lol.
=D
we like enjoying le hor.
as if last paper le.
but actually is onli aft the first paper.
wahaha!
den we were talking abt where to go aft the last paper.
the places we wanted to go.
di cant go.
sian.
-.-

tml going to sch mug as usual.
but b4 tat im going to see doctor.
hais.
had been sick for abt like...
1 mth?
cough till as if my lungs coming out soon.
and now plus flu.
xin ku ah!!
=((

morale already damn low for my first paper le.
hope i will do well for the rest of my paper ba.
=)

are u reallie the one who is there to care for mi?
well.
i reallie dunno.
not i dun wana trust.
coz it juz seems like ppl is making use of my 'trust' some time ago.
so.
resulting not to trust ppl easily le.
not as foolish as b4 le.
am i consider foolish?
hais watever.
yeah.
i believe tat aft every relationship will learnt a lesson.
am i consider im learning?
watever it is.
i juz dun wan history to happen again.

wah.
reached sch at 1000.
here is my recipe for todae.

ai ren's mama's beancurd and soya bean.
egg roll.
homemade biscuit by ai ren's johan's mama.
kueh lapis.
hairil's bread wif crab meat n cheese n mayo.
1 tea wif milk.
chocolate.

ya.
i think tats all ba.
=p

finally seline went to sch n mug wif us.
=x

whole dae 2010.
sian.
omg.
tml first paper liao.
-_-''
wish mi all the best ba.

=)

ooo.
todae is another brand new dae.
my todae's mood is totally diff frm ytd's ba.
ytd im too stressed up wif everything.
ended up din revised much.
although all my notes are infront of mi but i dun understand.
yeah.
den todae.
i had done 2 sets of my past year paper for 2002.
and abit on 2010.
hee.
yeah.
im improving!
=p

had ate ALOT these few daes.
hor ai ren?
siao liao lah.
seriously will get fatter during exams period.
let u noe wat i ate in sch todae and i think u will be shocked!
pineapple tarts.
prawn crackers.
yong tau fu.
1 coffee wif milk.
2 tea wif milk.
cheese tau fu.
wah piang.
omg``
-.-
im looking forward for tml's recipe!
ai ren i wan beancurd!!!
LOL!!!
=D

tat seline damn stylo.
nv join us mugging in sch since mon.
heard tat she still went to work on mon.
stylo sia.
steady lor she.
todae heard tat her grandma admitted to hospital.
well.
i cant sae anything to this.
=)
ai ren sae dun play play lor.
sekali she mug alone at home like siao.
mayb worst den us?
lol.
err.
somemore those guys sae tat her 2005(trouble shooting) de reports some better den us leh.
see.
mai siao siao hor!
ai ren.
we lose liao lah!
lol.
=P

ai ren and mi had already planned where are we going straight aft our last paper.
haa.
im the veri on one.
but dunno the other 2 on or not leh.
sian.

oh ya!
btw.
i saw iris yap ytd.
on my way home in bus.
she went to my sch to see her bf.
she in my sch but she nv call mi.
bo xim?
lol.

hai.
im such a failure.
a total failure?
juz simply cant do well in anything and eveything.
recently.
everything sux.
exam sux.
work sux.
family sux.
love sux.
i dunno y.
mayb exam coming.
it reallie stress mi ALOT.
and all the recent stuffs tat had happen to mi.
had reallie made mi so damn freaking vexed.
i think i will be crazy soon if all these continues.

sometimes.
i reallie feel veri tired of living.
izzit better tat i end my life?
so tat i wun be stress.
and oso wun be vexed for anything.

i juz wan a simple life.
tats all.
=)

went to dee's wedding on sat.
saw desmond.
sort of shock to see him.
shld i sae him heartless?
not gentleman?
din even bother to sae a 'hi' or smile at mi.
not to mi.
at least come over to my table to sae 'hi' to those aunties and mgrs.
not he dunno them.
he noe them!
even wei jie and jin kok came over to talk to us.
christina smiled at us.
except him!
bloody hell.
such a heartless creature.
lucky his sister not as heartless as him.

work on sun.
SUX!!!
tat lijie.
sabo-ed mi.
she reallie meant it or she reallie dunno.
i dun gif a bloody damn to it.
i juz felt im being sabo-ed.
so wat if u are having o level?
BIG DEAL?!
juz fuck off lah u!!!

i noe ALOT of ppl out there dun haf any good impression of working at mac.
pay so freaking low.
yet hafta do alot of things.
ya.
i've heard tons and tons of these kind of remarks from dae 1 i work till now.
i believe alot ppl out there.
dunno wat are all the advantages/benefits/previlege offered.
and mi?
dun even bother to explain.
i mean.
work is work.
pay is pay.
so wat if i work in a place wif a veri high pay.
and i dun like the work tat i hafta do.
dun u think its veri hard to earn tat HIGH pay?
ya.
its good tat u work in a place tat u like and oso offered high pay.
but.
i dun think everything is perfect eveytime.
as long as im happy wif it.
im fine wif it.
im satisfied wif it.
i think pay is not as impt anymore ba.
if ppl still thinks tat mac offered such a low pay.
den y are there the most number of outlets in singapore?
den y is it the biggest fast food restaurant company in the world?
im saeing all these is bcoz recently someone talked abt it.
and im quite fed up ba.
but.
no harm lah.
i juz dun like ppl saeing bad things to where im from.
be it workplace.
be it schools.
or even be it countries.
i juz dun like it.
its ok de.
i noe there are some of my colleuges haf the same thinkings as mi.

hais.
ok.
enough of my nagging.
sorry.

juz now ivy call mi.
ask mi can work mah.
wt..
im not tat bad lah.
i sae can.
0900 to 1530.
so im able to go to dee's wedding dinner.
haa.
meeting wawa at farrer park station at 1915.
yupx.
hope i will enjoy my dae ba.
=)

had my internet computing paper.
was ok lah.
wat i studied came out.
tats good lah.
oso came out those tat i din studied.
i choose not to do them lor.
and oso of coz came out those tat i din studied but hafta do it.
coz 5 choose 4 mah.
so anyhow write some relevant rubbish lor.
haa.

den aft paper.
ai ren went dating wif her johan.
lol.
tat seline oso went dating.
dunno y her bf can book out de.
funnie``
onli left wif di, jinlong, philip and mi went study.
we 4 went canteen buy some makan.
den went to look for tutorial room.
searched from level 4 to level 7.
jia lat sia.
den finally the LAST room.
is empty.
found by philip.
den he like made some stupid reaction ask us in.
lol.
bth``
aft awhile gan jiong, guang hui and nisa joined us.
no dai dee todae.
coz poker wif my ai ren.
but got discman and speakers.
party time.
haa.
i studied 2002.
philip oso.
gan jiong zo bo.
di, nisa, jinlong and guang hui studying for their e-commerce paper.
their paper at 1630.
i left ard 1600.
den the rest of them went for their paper lor.

i went j8.
yeah.
to purchase disney on ice tix!
14 march.
row 10.
la la la.
shld be not bad ba.
i go concert everytime first few rows de.
lol!
im going wif sao wee!
haa.
shu fang auntie not going le.
she asked mi bring him go can le.
haa.

hais.
my mood now totally sux to the core k!
feel like crying!
argh!

ppl kept on telling mi not to think so much.
but..
sorry.
i cant stop myself from thinking.
a few of my ger-friends are lydat.
im one of them too.
hais.

think.

think..

think...

let mi now go and haf a good slp.
and start a brand new dae.

hopefully ba.
=)

分手第七天

很想知道你最近过得怎样
是否还像以往不多话
很想拨通电话问你好吗?
却怕听你声音会更伤

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

很想握你的手
重新来过
却知不可能的事太多
分手有时不是为了谁错
只能默默接受着心痛

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

分手第7天
就像永远
对你的思念一天加多多一点
分手第7天
就像永远
每当闭上双眼
你就在我眼前你就在眼前

ytd had my marketing paper.
okok lah.
more difficult den common test 1.
shld be can pass tat module ba.

todae went to sch to mug internet computing.
sianz.
damn lot of theory.
hope tml de paper will be easy.
lol.
=D
hope will pass ba.
good luck!

kinda sad now.
my heart will still hurt sometimes.
i dun wan to.
the feeling sux.
but i cant stop my heart to hurt.
hais.
wat to do?
wat can i do?
will time heal my pain?
again?
hais.
hope so ba.

i hope.

i hope..

i hope...

Happy Valentine's Day!
to mi?
its juz another normal dae for mi.

met june ard 1530 at j8.
we watched fun with dick and jane.
its a funny but stupid show ba.
lol.
afterall not bad lah.
aft the movie.
ruizhu and hung ming came and meet us.
waited for tat shinyi.
aft tat went dinner at ajisen.
den went back to sch ard 1920.
reached sch ard 1950.
i was shocked sia.
tat jinlong buy ferrero rocher for those single onli.
so im included.
dan oso.
haa.
my v dae gift?
LOL!!!
=D
at j8 saw so many gers hold onto roses.
yeah.
im sort of envy ba.
i wish.
i wish..
i wish...
seline got sunflower from her bf!
=)

ya.
went for my lab test.
got my waveform.
tats 60% of the whole test le.
den till the codeword part.
siao liao.
dunno where the hell the error is.
den last min the teacher gif hint.
ya.
den i found out the error le.
BUT!!!
i write the wrong pin number.
coz i read the IC chip upside down.
WTH!!!
i noe the ans de lor.
hais.
sad lah.
can pass can le.
hopefully get a B ba.
coz the teacher sae most of our class can get B and above ba.
and.
he got the feeling tat 1 of them will fail.
haa.
ai ren u noe who?
=p

tml marketing paper!!!
i haven study yet!!!
siao liao.
so tml going to sch early to study lor.
those guys oso going.
ask mi to bring disc man.
den jinlong bring speakers.
haa.
we going there party again?!
dai dee?!
LOL!!!
=D

all the best for my paper ba.
=)

wth.
went to sch.
slack for the whole dae.
jabo 2002 lecture.
den juz went for maths lecture for 1 hr.
den end liao.
den in sch.
hearing ppl ard mi keep shouting.
'bitches'
'bastard'
'faker'
'sucker'
my ai ren and seline lor.
lol.
=D
saeing abt him lor.
den hor.
juz now he walk behind mi.
den my ai ren faced him mah.
who ask him extra go look at my ai ren.
den my ai ren diao him.
lol.
=p
den yun tagged his blog too.
he replied.
omg``
hmm.
im thinking.
is he angry?
but.
y do i bother he angry or not?
hais!
hmm.
i think wat seline told mi is correct ba.
i had already xian(4) xia(4) qu(4) le.
she's right.
hais.
y am i keep on hurted by GUYS over and over again?!
one time?!
two times?!
three times?!
when the hell will it stop?!
argh!!!

yeah.
i think i shld be happie ba.
my friends are always there.
supporting mi.
to console mi.
concerned abt mi.
thanx ai ren and seline for 'shoutings' here and there.
thanx jies for 'tags' here and there.
appreciate it.
without u all.
i reallie dunno wat i will be now.
i reallie dunno at to do lor.
hais.

den went bugis aft sch wif ai ren and her cousin.
both of them buying v dae present.
-.-
haa.
ai ren bought perfume for her johan
echo``
nv hear the brand before.
but it smell nice.
and ai ren oso bought the guess perfume.
hee.
i bought it too.
=P
for $73.
coz ai ren bought 2 mah.
the lady discount for her.
den i buy she oso discount for mi.
thanx ah ai ren.
hee!
saw my yuan mei mei at bugis.
den ai ren kena shocked.
lol.
=D

hmm.
not in the mood to continue liao.
...

back from work.
work was quite ok.
not too bad.
morning bosses travel.
fred was as friendly.
the first time jeffery talked to mi.
asked abt mi.
omg.
i was stuned.
and tat toh.
face forever BLACK.
all the bosses i noe.
i dun like toh the most.
his face reallie forever freaking black de.
not onli i sae tat.
even other store de ppl oso agree.
lol.
den conducted 3 parties.
was ok.
juz tat cheryl nearly made mi crazy.
=x
hmm.
next sun dee ROM-cum-wedding dinner.
still not sure can go or not.
tml calling store wana ask faridah help mi find attachment star.
best topcat oso attach.
hee.
den juz now wawa called store.
so co-incident i ans the call.
so she ask mi going or not lor.
if going juz inform her den can meet and go together.
AND MARIE!!!
so long nv see her le.
miss her.
miss all her craps.
miss all her singing.
miss all her dancing.
LOL!!!
=D
and shld be some more old friends-cum-collegues ba.
heard tat got hidayah.
faisal.
plus wawa and marie lor.
yup!
=)

congrats to desmond's good o's results.
16 points if i nv rmb wrongly.
he's taking business course.
he sae shld be going tp ba.
yeah.
tats wat he wana do.
good for him lor.
=)

my yuan mei mei resigning end of march.
so shld haf some more time to search for hamtaro for her.
=p

common test and exam coming!!!
omg!!!
study``
sTuDy``
StUdY``
STUDY!!!
=x

argh!
read his blog!
ANGRY!
BASTARD!!!

i had been rotting since afternoon.
and i went to slp.
coz reallie got nth for mi to do lor.
den ard 4.30pm
store called mi.
i noe nth good will happen.
janice asked mi to go work.
my lao bu mc.
lol.
ok lor.
i worked from 1830 to 2130.
den 2200 sharp ciao le.
dun haf the urge to stay there.
haa.

tml working at 0930.
argh!
hate it!!

ytd.
was one of my big dae ba.

reached sch ard 1030.
met ai ren at fj.
to study maths quiz.
normal distribution.
binomial distribution.
poission distribution.
yeah.
i oso agree tat statistics sux!
=x
den ai ren was doing her c pro flowchart.
had our breakfast-cum-lunch ard 1130.
aft tat went to html at 1200.
tat lesson oso sian.
i continue study my maths.
till i slp.
-.-
lol.
and oso.
i was kept on repeating.
'liang dian ban'
'2.30pm'
ya!
tats the time o lvl results released.
i repeat until ai ren nearly took her slipper and throw at mi.
LOL!
=D
2pm.
maths tutorial.
maths quiz lor.
im nervous le.
not coz of maths quiz.
coz of o's results.
i placed my hp on my table.
did my maths quiz.
did halfway.
hp vibrate.
ai ren looked at the clock.
2.30pm sharp.
read the msg.
yun told mi i got 7.
D7.
sort of happie + relieved.
coz no need to take anymore eng paper!
but oso kinda sad lah.
coz in o lvl standard it still consider fail.
at least i can get my diploma le.
=)
wang dan got E8.
she is sad abt it.
of coz sad lah.
she retake again this year.
retake the 3rd time le.
so total 4 times le leh.
ke lian..
hmm.
aft tat went for maths lect.
statistics again.
sux!
=p
den 2010 lect.
sing sock hiang.
ja bo ah!
lol.
went to elp to 'copy and paste' c pro de lab work.
went into the LT.
ai ren and mi took our bags out.
den went out daidee-ing wif gan jiong, philip and norman.
lol.
den the lect end at 5 instead of 6.
seline and di came out.
oso dunno y they wana stay inside.
=P
den ai ren, seline and mi went to j8 shop shop.
haa.
ai ren went of aft awhile.
she going for her uncle bdae dinner.
left mi and seline shop lor.
saw the belt yun and mi bought it at bugis.
i asked the price.
$24.90.
but we bought it at $18.
phew``
heng ar.
lol.
=D
the belt seems quite common le sia.
saw ai ren de friend wore it.
hers is brown.
saw another ger working at j8 fila oso wearing it.
hers is black.
den the shop i saw it selling was white.
haha.
we saw a heels quite nice.
its brown.
=)
oso bought some stationaries at popular.
exams coming den realise tat most of my stationaries running out le.
den seline got a calculator for FREE.
wth!
coz the cashier din scan it and put in the plastic bag le.
not we nv pay.
is she nv scan.
den we juz walk out lor.
=x
LOL!
i was looking hamtaro stuff toy.
wanted to buy for my yuan mei mei.
she is reallie confirm resigning le.
SAD!!!
she buy mi a main bao chao ren de toy.
coz she sae i look like mian bao chao ren.
den i sae she look like hamtaro.
tats y i wana buy one for her.
but the whole j8 like cant find 1 hamtaro.
sad``
im still looking for it..
had our dinner at long john.
there's a BIG group of students.
duuno from which sch.
made mi so freaking angry and fed up!
i oso bought a watch for $15.
thanx seline for argueing the price for mi.
=)
not pink anymore.
its black.
hee.
=p
i oso bought some stuffs at ntuc.
aft all our shopping.
its already going to 10pm le.
wah.
pro ah.
j8 oso can shop so long sia.
haha.
seline bought lighter and hp pouch.
and a FREE calculator!
=D

hey yun..
both my friends oso sae tat the guess perfume is nice.
=)
but 1 of them sae the bottle is not nice..
haa.
ya.
ai ren its u lah.
dun smile smile.
=P

ytd ard 11+pm i called store for my schedule.
june ans.
she told mi tat im not working on sat(tats todae).
good ah.
still cant believe it.
lol.
but sun working 930am to 6pm.
sian.
hate to work morning.
-.-

went to see doctor this morning.
had been coughing for the the past week.
*cough cough

ITS A BRAND NEW DAY FOR MI!!!

reached sch ard 0800 sharp.
straight heading towards tutorial room.
2010 revision.
we ate kueh lapis.
ai ren brought it.
thanx ah.
its so 'NICE'.
lol.
=D
aft tat 3hrs of revision.
break.
den 2002 2hrs lect.
he oso doing revision.
but the way he doing revision sux.
ai ren and mi bth.
halfway we left.
haa.
den aft tat is 2002 tutorial.
oso revision.
whole class onli 10 ppl there.
wat the heck!
haa.
i oso do nth there.
i slp.
-.-
aft tat is html.
i present my website le.
den no need to go liao.
wah.
lydat i 1100 can go home liao sia.
waste my 3hrs there.
den i went off at 1500.
saw shan!!
so long din see her le.
walk out of the sch wif her.
ai ren they all hafta go present their html.
den i went home.
meeting yun at 1820 at bugis.
reached home ard 1600 lydat.
took a short nap.
wah!
nearly overslept.
haa.
but managed to wake up and meet her.
yeah.
we had our dinner at V8.
not bad.
hey thanx for the dinner! =)
we went to shop aft our dinner.
den saw hairal(di's friend) and his gf.
sae hi to him.
but he crap wif mi.
-.-
haa.
den yun brought mi to bugis point.
i din even heard of tat.
we bought a belt there.
went off at 2100 ba.

sometimes i reallie wish i can spend money without so much thinking.
how i can i can spend the money i earned.
well.
mayb my mother is doing this coz for my future.
mayb i will appreciate it in the future.
=)

yun aka da jie..
i oso believe im stronger``
thanx.
=)

im asking yun to help mi check my eng result tml.
*PRAY!!!

zhi wei juz now sms mi told mi tat he's coming singapore this coming june.
well.
i'll see if he reallie come.
=)

its EARLY in the morning.
and im here to blog.
coz i reallie cant get into my dreamland.
woke up at 0430.
and tats it.

strictly consider ytd.
we're finished.
yeah.
we broke up le.
fast ah?
my shortest relationship.
3 weeks.
sort of expected le ba.
coz the way he treated mi the past few daes.
ya.
hmm.
sad?
like wat i told my ai ren.
sad is of coz will be sad de.
but i shld be alright.
dun worry.
i wun go jump or wat de lah.
hmm.
but i still treasure the daes and times when we are together.
those sweet memories.
hmm.
i think he read my previous post.
and he sms mi.

'hey girl. i think i should just let ya know. my heart's pretty screwed now i guess. i feel tt i've got problem talking to u, communicating with ya. we've got diff frequency diff channel. i think we actualle rushed too hurriedly into this relationship.so now it resulted like this so quickly. so for now i guess it's better for us to be jus normal friends first and let us concentrate on our studies first yea. i don't wan yaself and myself to continue hurtin'

my heart sank when i receive this sms.
heartbroke.
den i reply him.

'hmm okok.. anyway glad to noe u.. wish u all the best in watever u do!! :)'

den he reply mi again.

'ok thanks.u too yea.take great care of yaself. and to let u know also, i still can't get a girl out of my heart yea, my ex gf. even though it's been long sinced i talked to her or something. yep i'm really sorry for all i caused. thanks for everything also.even though we ain'table to last. at least we have some sweet and happy memories no doubt. i guess i'll just continue my life alone yea. gd luck in everything ya do, ya o lvl eng. bla bla bla'

...
i dun wana continue.
i cried.
not coz we had broke up.
its coz im angry.
he cant get his ex out of her heart and still strat a new relationship wif mi?!
WTH!!!
im damn angry wif tat lor.
ARGH!!!
and i din reply him aft tat.
i angry till dunno wat to tell him!

no more dear dear.
BUT!
my 6 JIES and AI REN is always there for mi.
correct?
=)

and oso coz of him.
i had changed my blog password.

went to auntie irene's place for dinner.
yea my mother's gang.
cny gathering ba.
auntie lilian and ms wong was there too.
auntie irene sae i fat liao!
-.-

sean is so kawaii!!!
he's 8 mths old.
=p

presented my html.
presented my c pro.
now onli left wif c pro de flowchart.
troubleshooting de lab test next tue.

can tell mi wat are u thinking?
can tell mi wat u feel?
i dun wan u to be beside mi and ur heart is not there.
i will feel more hurt.
i will rather u tell mi straight everything.
i've tried.
is there any chance for mi?

sob.
cry.
hai.

im dead..

oh ya!
ytd when i reached sch.
my ai ren, seline and di.
tricked mi.
bluffed mi.
when i found out tat they are juz joking.
they 3 reallie nearly made mi cry man.
den i LOL.
till my face red.
ai ren.
thanx for ur joke ah!
=D

now i dun wish for or hope for anything more.
i juz wan everydae to be a new beginning for mi.
leave ytd aside.
and haf a brand new todae.
=)

recently.
when im happie.
i can happie to the max.
and when im sad.
my face can be like charcol.
hmm.
ya.
small little thing u do or u sae reallie can caused mi happie to the max.
and oso small little things u do or u sae can caused mi to be sad.



juz now my dear dear told mi tat when he first talk to mi.
im veri attitude.
lol.
ya.
now think back.
the way i talk to him reallie veri attitude.
coz i dun reallie talk much to ppl im not tat close wif.
haha.
den when im close to the person le.
u will noe how NOISY i am le.
correct?
lol.
=D
hmm.
juz now wat my dear dear ask/told mi.
reallie shocked mi.

hmm.
ya.
i agree tat things do change as time goes.
can anything remain unchange?
i doubt so.
or..
WAT can remain unchange?
well.
i reallie haf no idea.



hmm.
recently dunno wth had happened to mi.
somehow or rather got pissed off when ppl call mi.
'EH!'
err.
juz dun like it lor.

LUVINA:
hey ger!
juz read ur blog.
im kinda sad for u too.
muz take care of urself too kk?
wish ur mother get well soon k!
=D
sm:)e

reached home ard 130am.
acc my dear dear mahjong-ing.
lol.
=D



hmm.
sth u may think tat its insignificant.
but to mi.
it made a big different to mi.



juz now sth made mi remind mi of bartley sch motto.
facta-non-verba.
deeds not words.
yup!
i reallie totally agree wif tat.



later working at 12pm.
sad liao lor.
all my mgr kakis gone le.
louise tendered her resignation letter le.
hais.
SADED!
although she everything suan mi.
bully mi.
and she is oso the first person to slap mi.
LOL!
but its all joking de!
and now she left le.
no more jokes from her liao.
i scared work will be sian sian le.
hais.
and the other one.
samuel left.
ya.
again.
he transferred to UBKR.
hais.
but he veri good leh.
b4 he left.
his last dae he called mi.
let mi noe tat he is leaving.
at least he is not heartless.
although everytime suan mi.
he is a good guy afterall k!
wahaha!!!
=D
his first dae aft he left is on my birthdae.
and he left on 1feb.
saded.
=(
i promised myself tat i will tell him my eng result once its out.
coz he helped mi wat.
yup!
and i oso promised tat i will bring him good news de.
=)
hmm.
both of the mgrs brought mi joy and laughter during the daes im working.
and now.
they left.
will i haf my joy and laughter back?
i doubt so ba.
hmm.
and the other thing.
june from UBKR transferred to kallang.
my store lor.
she ah.
noe her le lor.
she ever attached to kallang b4.
she okok ba.
she she kaki wif faridah and serene de leh.
and i dun wana kaki wif them.
wah.
like tat siao liao lor.
den i told samuel tat i wana transfer to UBKR.
he sae can.
i resign kallang and join there lor.
he sae tat if i die die wana resign they can do nth to mi de.
but.
if i tell whoever i wana resign.
they will sure poh loh soh mi to stay de.
coz so freaking in need of crews.
den.
mi?
this kind of person.
sort of soft hearted de.
poh loh soh liao.
i will sure sae.
'okok lah.'
so i will rather dun try.
coz i dun like to do things tat haf veri low chance of success.
den mi wif this kind of character.
die lor.
hais.
wat to do?
tats mi.
-_-"



exam coming!
in less den 1 mth if im not wrong.
not even prepared yet.
the worst thing is.
i reallie feel tat my life is in a real mess right now.
oso dunno wat the heck happen to mi?!
i wana my proper life.
my simple life.

juz finished half of my c pro mini project.
its 3am.
im real tired.
update asap.
ciaoz.

dear..
thanx for the amount of love u had given to mi.
i still admit tat im not a veri good gf.
hope tat u will be there for mi.
hope tat wif ur help, advices and everything.
i will turn to a better mi.
stop and get rid all my bad habits.
dear..
thanx for not giving mi up irregardless of all my bad points.
=)

IM BACK!!!
frm msia.
wahaha.
=D

27jan:

recalling..
met dear dear early in the morning.
8+ ba.
went to store.
calcualate star and topcat incentives.
den went over to his tpy hse.
help his mum to buy some cny stuffs.
den he did some clean up.
skipped my html lesson.
to acc him.
hee.
=p
den onli went to sch for maths tut and lect.
tat dae sch end at 4pm.
den went home on the spot.
coz going msia!
den hor.
seline keep wanting to jio us out.
none of us free.
we reallie not free.
not dun wana go out.
now she noe the taste of asking ppl out den ppl reject her le ba.
noe y now she keep asking us out?
coz her bf went ns le mah.
aft sch nobody acc her.
den stick to us.
b4 her bf went ns.
aft sch ciao liao.
meet bf.
now no bf.
stick to us.
wth.
think we all is wat ar.
this is wat ai ren and mi expected will happen de.
ya.
we are right.
hmm.
ya.
aft sch.
went home.
did last packing of my stuffs to msia.
den went jb.
yeah wif my mum and bro.
ah lai kor kor drove us back to msia.
started our journey at 10pm.
not reallie comfortable.
coz in car quite squeezy.
hafta sit there for abt 5hrs.
dear dear.
missing you lots!

28jan:

den finally reached klang.

at ard 330 or 4 am.
den er jiu and san jiu picked us up frm there.
den ate previous night de dinner-cum-supper ba.
haha.
den went back to sasaran.
yeah.
half my hometown ba.
lol.
where my late grandpa lived.
reach ard 5am.
chat awhile.
slp awhile.
till ard 8+ 9 lydat.
wake up.
washed up.
went to al li kor kor de hse.
'dig' him wake up.
for breakfast.
bad hor.
lalala.
bak kut teh for breakfast.
yummy.
nicey.
msia and spore de bak kut teh is diff de lor.
aft tat went back.
seems like nth to do.
slp again.
haha.
den ard noon time.
bai bai.
den had lunch.
nth to do again.
slp again.
kinda sian lah.
wait till ard 4+ lydat.
my da jiu reached.
drove mi, mum and bro to kl.
my da jiu's place.
den bye to sasaran.
went to kl le.
frm sasaran to kl de car journey ard 1hr lydat.
reach ard evening.
had dinner.
yeah.
my da jiu is a great cook!
yummy!
=)
den went carefour shopand bought some stuffs.
went back.
den aft tat help my dua kim to do some bai bai de stuffs.
wif my cousin.
her daughter.
ya.
den watched tv.
watched vcd.
dear dear.
as usual.
missing u lots lots!

29jan:

1am.
my dua kim and da jiu bai bai.
my cousin and mi help here and there lor.
aft tat continue watched vcd.
till 3am ba.
den fell asleep.
haha.
hmm.
den woke up ard 10+ lydat.
i woke up coz i heard someone watching the vcd.
its a drama series.
ya.
my da jiu watching.
den i watch oso lah.
finish watching liao.
ard noon liao.
my da jiu cook breakfast.
aft tat.
was doing nth ba.
den late noon my da jiu ride motor.
ride my cousin and mi out for tea.
msia motor can haf many ppl de lor.
haha.
aft we bought lioa.
guess wat?
his motor got no more petrol.
-_-"
we 3 walked frm the coffee shop back.
lucky not far.
haha.
den reach home.
den he prepare steamboat for us.
yeah.
nicey.
haha.
keep on eating and sleeping.
and nth else.
haha.
aft tat.
mi, my bro and my da jiu de son(my cousin) play mahjong.
well gamble ba.
haha.
yeah.
im a beginner.
but i won them.
i won $18.
ringgit lah.
beginner oso can win them.
wahaha!
=D
den had dinner.
see eat again!
haha.
aft dinner.
da jiu drive us to my ah yi place.
oso at kl.
journey ard 30min lydat.
reach there.
wah crowded lor.
my ah yi and her 2sons and daughter mahjong-ing.
ah yi de eldest daughter(my cousin, ah wan jie jie).
her 2 sons and daughter was there too.
yeah.
my niece and nephews ba.
haha.
cute!
but naughty like hell.
reallie bth they 3.
aft awhile.
ah yong jie jie reached.
ah yi de 2nd daughter.
her 2sons and daughter.
haha.
totally the 6 of them.
wah!
bth them ah.
naughty.
haha.
scold each other.
fighting.
bite each other.
i oso play toghter wif them lor.
haha.
feel so young at tat point of time.
youngest 2yrs old.
oldest 8yrs old.
onli see them once a year.
den ah yi sae dunno they rmb us or not leh.
wait they think y suddenly see us den suddenly nv see us.
haha.
dear dear.
missing mi lots too right?
i miss u real lots!

30jan:

woke up ard 630am.
coz i heard my niece and nephew talking in the living room.
they din went home the previous night.
so i went out sit.
talk to them.
play wif them.
wahaha.
den my ah yi already cooking curry chix and fry hot dog.
to bring to sunway lagoon!
yeah!
yippie!
we all total ard 20 ppl went.
big grp hor?
haha.
we reach ard 1030am.
den went to the pool and play.
wif all the 6 nieces and nephews.
tats y we all din went to play those exciting de stuffs.
the most exciting one i played is a slide lor.
when slide down quite fast de.
i carry my 4yr old de nephew to play.
he not scared sia.
slide a few times.
accidentally drank the pool water.
he scared liao.
dun dare to play liao.
but din cry lah.
haha.
cute leh he.
i love tat nephew the most!!!
=p
aft sunway.
all tired sia.
went back to ah yi hse.
ah wan jie jie and ah yong jie jie went too.
so..
6 of my lovely nieces and nephews are there too.
wah!
wana rest awhile oso cannot lor.
they are there playing.
so noisy.
haha.
watch tv.
watch them playing.
den at went out dinner lor.
aft tat went a giant supermarket shop awhile.
den went back to ah yi place.
its already 10pm le ba.
the jies din came over.
coz they all are tired and their kids are tired too.
played for the whole dae liao.
haha.
mi oso.
tired lor.
bathed.
went to slp.
are 11+pm.
dear dear.
although i enjoyed myself.
i still miss u lots as usual!

31jan:

ard 830am lydat.
a voice shouting.
'ooi wake up for breakfast lor!'
wah.
tats my ah yi shouting.
haha.
den wake up.
washed up.
went breakfast wif ah yong jie jie family.
ate dim sum.
msia dim sum rox lor.
more variety den spore de.
haha.
aft tat went to a po po de hse.
den went back to ah yi hse.
bathed.
went lunch.
ate yong tau fu.
their yong tau fu rox too!
wahaha!
den yi zhang dorve us to bus station.
to go back spore lor.
sad.
hafta leave them le.
hai.
reallie onli can see them once a year.
hmm.
next year de cny.
ah yong jie jie and ah wan jie jie sae wana bring us to cameron highlands!
hee!
yippie!
looking forward to tat!
i nv went there b4.
haha.
hmm.
den reached spore ard 8pm.
yeah msg my dear dear.
hee.
dear im back le!
=D
yeah meeting him SOON!!!
later...
=p



now.
i miss my relatives, cousins, nieces and nephews le.
hai.
=(
de qi.(2 yrs)

de guan.(6 yrs) <- naughtiest! BTH!
hui en aka vivan.(8 yrs) <- naughty. quite pretty. like her mum.
en huan.(3 yrs)
jun liang.(4 yrs) <- cutest! love him most! =P
jun ming.(5 yrs) <- naughtiest! BTH!
they are all my niece and nephews.
pls rmb mi when i go back next year kk?
hee!
=P